llywela: (seascape-rainbow)
Today is the Littlest Niece’s 4th birthday, so I can’t help but remember how this time last year the entire family travelled up from South Wales to Yorkshire to spend the birthday weekend with her, and the news that weekend was just beginning to talk seriously about this worrying new virus in China and how an entire city had been placed under lockdown...

12 months later, here we all are!

Happy birthday, Little Miss E. Maybe next year we'll be able to celebrate together again.
llywela: The Professionals (Pros1)
Today, the 5yo should have been seeing Santa.

The event was organised by a local community group, based out of an old stately home near where I live. The initial plan was a masked-and-distanced in-person meeting in the very beautiful reading room at the house, but then with covid cases locally beginning to spiral, that plan shifted into a personalised video call with each child who’d booked.

Then on Saturday evening this latest lockdown was announced with almost immediate effect, only a few hours warning. And a little later we received an email from the very upset organisers to say that they were going to have to cancel the event and issue a refund, because the Santa Suit and video equipment are all locked away in the house (community centre), which because of lockdown they are no longer permitted to enter. There wasn’t time on Saturday night to retrieve it. So all those kids won’t be getting their call from Santa today after all.

Such a shame. Luckily we did get to wave to him on Saturday, as a different version of him did a masked-and-safely-distanced walk around the neighbourhood, accompanied by an elf I went to school with!

Also today, my brother rebelled against his work.

He works in a telephone support centre, taking calls from people having technical issues. They switched to homeworking back in March and that worked fine for months.

Now, this job has never been ideal. It is in another town and Bro doesn’t drive, so he has always had a really long commute on public transport, working unsocial and constantly changing shift patterns, so the move to homeworking was a blessing for him. He could work his shift without a 90-120 minute commute at either end, without having to worry about missing the last bus, without having to leave the house at 5am to get to work for 7.30.

At the start of December, with covid cases locally already beginning to spiral out of control again, the company abruptly decided to recall all service desk staff to on-site working, claiming they weren’t answering enough calls. The entire management, however, continued to work from home. This has been a nightmare for Bro, who has asthma and generall fragile health, once again condemned to hours on increasingly flaky public transport every day (a lot of services are no longer running, so getting to and from work is extremely difficult), as well as hours spent in a poorly ventilated building with a whole bunch of other people, in a town with soaring virus figures. Government advice still says that anyone who can work from home should continue to do so, but the company got around that one by claiming call centre staff as key workers.

Now this week, we are back in full lockdown with a new and even more highly transmissible form of the virus circulating generally. The company is still insisting that all service desk staff must continue to work from site, while their managers remain safe at home. The service desk staff have all been complaining, lodging health and safety appeals, to no avail.

So today my brother rebelled. He decided not to risk his health on public transport. Instead as his shift began he logged on at home to carry out his shift in safety. How the company will react remains to be seen. But they were endangering his life. He doesn’t need to be on site to do his job. If they try to sack him, he has a strong case to take to tribunal. And I will be behind him all the way!

(ETA: Apparently the entire team independently made the same decision this morning! Only one person went in, and that was just to collect a headset. Mass action for the win! The company will have a hard job sacking all of them!)
llywela: (seascape-rainbow)
After almost three years slogging through a system that at times has seemed almost designed to thwart them at every turn, my sister and brother-in-law finally made it to their final adoption hearing this morning, which lasted all of ten minutes. It was a formality. The birth family offered no objection – in fact, the birth father submitted a letter of blessing so gracious the judge almost cried! The forms were stamped and signed, the adoption order was ratified, and I am an auntie again.

More importantly, after 1205 and 864 days in care of the local authority respectively, the children are finally part of a family and free of The System.

So, 324 days after moving in, welcome to the family, Miss E and Little G!

I got to see them all for a few days at the end of July – I'd booked a week off work and my brother had booked the same week off work, so D&R booked an Airbnb nearby and trundled the children down for a few days of picnics in the sun. Luckily, it was a bright sunny week, as it turned out. We even managed an extended family get-together, with lots of socially distanced picnic rugs, so that the wider family got to meet the children at last.

In Other Good News, I had two cousins get married in the same week at the end of July. Yes, after all the stress and heartache, my cousin Gareth and his partner Nina finally made it to the registry office, although not without further hiccups along the way, as having set their rescheduled date, Gareth then fell ill with a nasty infection and ended up in hospital – he was discharged on the Friday and married on the Saturday. It was a very quiet affair, with only parents, locally-based siblings and the children in attendance – and right up till the last minute they weren't even planning to get dressed up for it, they were so disheartened by their situation. But my Big Sis sent them a bouquet of flowers from her garden and that inspired them to make the effort after all, and I'm so happy they did – Nina and the children are going to need those special memories to look back on. Gareth's brother Stephen has been over from Japan this week for a final visit with his brother and seeing pictures of them together reduced me to tears. Gareth doesn't have much time left. He's already lasted longer than expected – and honestly, I think it was sheer determination that brought him this far, he was determined to hang on until they could get married, determined to hang on to as much time with his kids as he can possibly get. But I don't know how much longer he can last now. I don't think anyone knows. He is having chemo to try to buy a little more time, but there's no way of predicting – could be months, could be weeks, could be days.

The other cousinly wedding was my little cousin Vee, who is a junior doctor in London and had been planning an overseas wedding in Italy for the summer, but in the end scaled her plans down to a registry officer with just her sister-in-law and a single friend as witness, because the extended family is too big to have everyone there and they didn't want to have to choose, plus her mum was (and still is) in hospital, so if one couldn't have parents there they decided that neither would! So in the end they had the most minimalist wedding imaginable and then instead of a reception went hiking up in the mountains for the afternoon, with Vee still in her wedding dress!

In Other, Other News, I have now had it in writing that my role has been identified as continued Homeworking for the 2020/2021 academic year, with no anticipated work on campus, this arrangement to be reviewed at Easter 2021. I already knew this would be the case, of course, but it's official now. I've been able to attend campus for a pre-booked half-hour slot to collect my chair, monitor and some other bits and pieces, and that's it – my home office is all set up, working from home is now my new normal for the foreseeable future. It still feels really weird. I really like the flexibility. I like not having to commute. I like having tea breaks in the garden. But it still feels really disconnected – I've gone from spending every day in a building with 250 other people to spending every day alone in my little flat and I really miss feeling connected to the rest of the department and chatting to people casually in passing and being in touch with what's going on in other teams and in other peoples' lives, and actually being able to see my work friends outside of the computer screen. I randomly bumped into a colleague while out for a walk the other day and it was disproportionately exciting to actually see someone in the flesh who isn't part of my regular circle!

But I know I am really lucky, and I do feel very safe and well protected, living in my enclosed little bubble.

I suppose we will all get used to the new normal in the end.
llywela: flower (Flower1)
I haven't posted in a while - is anyone still reading here? How are we all coping in this time of plague? Lockdown has been a weird experience, no? Almost weirder still now that it is lifting slightly, so that we find ourselves living in this strange sort of half-and-half world.

As of one week ago today, I am now 'bubbled up' with my parents as an extended household, which means we are allowed to visit each other inside our houses and I can have Layla-May for sleepovers once more, which means my 69-year-old mum finally gets some much-needed respite from the full time care of an active 4-year-old. Layla has found our prolonged separation very hard, video calls and, more lately, picnics in the garden just weren't enough; until mid-March she had been with me every single weekend for two full years, and semi-regularly before that. Weekends with Aunty Jo have been her routine for as far back as she can remember, so the sudden loss of them was a huge break in the routine of a child who struggles with separation anxiety at the best of times, thanks to her hopeless parents. She was utterly ecstatic to be back, spent the weekend trying to reclaim every activity she ever remembers us doing together, and kept getting emotional about how lovely it was to spend time together again. My poor baby. I have a week off work at the end of July so will probably have her for most of that, to make up for lost time.

My brother has also got that same week off, so my older sister and her husband have booked an Air B'n'B in Cardiff for a few days that week, now that such accommodation has re-opened, so we can have at least some kind of holiday together, as a family, since our planned week together in West Wales at Easter got cancelled. It remains to be seen how well their children cope with the journey, mind - they've never travelled so far before!

We are still waiting on the adoption. Everything was on hold for a while, thanks to lockdown, then as the courts were still handling some cases remotely, D&R managed to submit the adoption paperwork and waited for it to go through...only for it to be returned because the social worker had completed her section incorrectly! So they had to start again from scratch and resubmit. Yet another delay in a process fraught with complication. The children have been with D&R for 10 months now and are doing well, in general. The pandemic lockdown hasn't been easy for them, since it followed on from an extended adoption bubble followed by an informal semi-lockdown caused by a stalker - they thought for a while the children's location had been uncovered by the birth family and were on the point of organising an impromptu move out of area, but in the end it turned out to be a local woman with dementia who thought Miss E was her granddaughter. So with pandemic lockdown coming hard on the heels of that experience, they have all been slightly stir crazy, locked up in the house together for so many months without a break! Then, ridiculously, D&R got harassed by the children's social worker over Miss E not having started nursery - this during a nationwide lockdown with all the schools closed! The social worker hen demanded evidence of home schooling, which was easily provided since D is a highly qualified teacher with 25 years of experience behind her, the children are receiving an excellent home education, but she shouldn't have to prove it - 'regular' families aren't being asked to prove that they are educating their children at home. E&G are still in the 'looked after children' system, sure, but only because their adoption hasn't yet gone through - they have been placed for adoption and are no longer at risk, so why are the adoptive parents being scrutinised as if they were no better than the birth family? Are all foster placements treated in this way? Miss E was even all signed up for a place at nursery, she just couldn't take it up until the nursery re-opened - and then the experience of starting nursery unsettled her all over again, just another upheaval in her troubled young life. Little G, meanwhile, has hit the terrible twos and wants everyone to know it!

But these hurdles aside, the children have bonded well with D&R as a family and are growing up fast, three and two years old now, their previously delayed development coming on in leaps and bounds.

What else is going on? My cousin with terminal cancer is still with us and is doing better than was first feared. We have an extended family Zoom session every week, an ever-fluctuating mix of aunts, uncles and cousins, and he comes along to that most weeks. The cancer is spreading, they found new tumours in his brain and pleural cavity just the other week, and he is finding it increasingly difficult to string a sentence together, but he continues to make the effort - and manages to win the quiz most weeks, as well. I just wish he and his partner had been able to have their planned wedding before everything shut down. In theory they could try to schedule a replacement wedding now, even if with no guests, but I'm not sure they have the heart for it anymore, after everything.

Meanwhile, my very frail aunt L is back in hospital. Again. She has been deteriorating steadily this year - she had a fall and broke her hip early into lockdown, so spent a good couple of months in hospital, with the family unable to visit while she has been increasingly unable to cope with the phone that is now her sole means of communication. She finally came home from hospital two weeks ago, with a full care package in place, and within a week had fallen and had to be taken back in. When my uncle spoke to her the next day, she told him she was surprised when the ambulance reached the hospital because she'd thought the paramedics were just taking her for a nice little ride as a treat. Today she told me that being in hospital is like a nice little holiday. She is increasingly confused - and she's had scar tissue in her brain for years, ever since contracting a rare bacterial infection almost a decade ago, hasn't really been right ever since, but seems to be declining into full blown dementia just lately. Her only daughter, who has power of attorney, lives in London and is neurotic about her mother's health yet only rarely actually visits to monitor how well she is or isn't coping, living alone. It is all very worrying - especially with the pandemic, to which my aunt is exceptionally vulnerable, given the fragility of her health.

My 88 year old Nan, meanwhile, hasn't left her first floor flat since Christmas and we're worried that she might not be able to manage the stairs now, if and when she ever does agree to attempt any kind of outing, lockdown shielding permitting.

So many things to worry about, eh?

Meanwhile, I am still working from home and am likely to continue to do so indefinitely, until after Christmas at least - for now, the university is focusing on researchers and any teaching that can't be done remotely; administrative staff will be the last to return to campus. Since lockdown, I've been working on our very elderly team laptop which is still running Windows 8 and is beginning to creak (but is still in better health than my personal laptop, which is truly on its last legs), but have had a shiny new device procured for me, which should be arriving tomorrow. Sometime over the summer, I will be allowed to visit the office for one day only (actually, more like for one half hour only) to collect some bits and pieces like my chair and monitor, to help with home office set up, now that we are digging in for the long haul.

I remain in such two minds over working from home. On the one hand, I really love my new 10-second commute, I've gained about 2 hours a day just from that. I love the flexibility of working from home and I love being able to take tea breaks in my garden, either just to sit and read or to do some maintenance and planting out, etc. I've identified at least 13 different species of bee and five or six different kinds of butterfly in the garden this summer, which I would never have had the chance to see before, because I was so rarely in my garden during the day and there was always so much to get done in the evenings. So in that sense, working from home is great. But on the other hand, I find it really disconnected, it can be really hard to focus, and the isolation is quite hard, after working in a building with 200 other people for 11 years. I miss the casual social interactions each day used to bring and the general awareness of what was going on around the department, which occasional virtual meetings simply can't replace.

So, there are pros and cons, I guess.

I've rambled on long enough. How is everyone else coping with it all?
llywela: tree (Tree of Life)
So, I was away last weekend for a long weekend in Yorkshire with my sister and her family for the Littlest Niece’s 3rd birthday, her first birthday with our family. Happy celebration time.

Except not for me, as it turned out, because on the Saturday we all went to a farm for the day, which the kids loved, but I managed to pick up a bug and proceeded to spend the entire night and much of Sunday morning vomiting. Which meant I ended up missing the actual birthday entirely! The rest of the fam had a lovely day together, while I hung out at our weekend rental being sick and feeling sorry for myself.

The house we stayed at, btw, was a sight to see - owned and rented out by a film producer, who met us himself to hand over the key and was a wee bit sad that, as Cardiffians who wander past film shoots on a regular basis, we weren’t quite as impressed by the house being built on the site of a former filming location as he’d anticipated. The house itself was, well…it was entirely decorated and furnished by a man, shall we say, and it showed - heavy on the industrial theme, with all fixtures and fittings designed to look like exposed pipes, bare brick wallpaper, framed showbiz posters plastered all over the walls, lots of ambient lighting…but no actual functional lighting. Like, all the lightbulbs were about 10 watts max, every single one. The most impractical kitchen I’ve ever seen, despite having a beautifully decorative fridge. And everything creaked - floors, doors and bedframes!

We travelled back south on Monday, and I was very thankful to have recovered in time to be able to travel. Then today I went back to work, which I probably shouldn’t - supposed to wait 48 hours, really, but I had two really important meetings in my calendar that I didn’t want to miss, and I’m glad I made it to them, they were both really productive, but...

But I am so knackered now! Should have taken an extra day to recover, really, if only I could have afforded the time.

Also, because of being away and being ill, I wasn’t able to watch this week’s Doctor Who live, but thanks to needing to look something up on Google on my phone, I was comprehensively spoiled for the twist in the episode because it was plastered all over the headlines, so thanks for that, Google.

Regarding that twist, I have Thoughts, but I am sticking a pin in them for now and waiting to see how it all comes out in the wash, so to speak. Still a lot of the season to go, and no doubt a few more twists and turns along the way. I am very wary and very cautious, and more than a little worried because A Show has taught me not to trust showrunners, but also definitely intrigued.

busy times!

Jul. 9th, 2019 02:01 pm
llywela: Serenity in flight (Firefly1)
The weekend before last I was in Coventry for my brother-in-law's ordination - we made a full weekend of it with lots of sightseeing and a tour of Cadbury World while we were there.

And now this weekend coming is to feature a trek all the way up to Yorkshire for 'Family & Friends Adoption Training', although given that we've had an adoptive family member for more than 20 years now, I'm not sure what they are going to teach us, beyond perhaps everything we've been doing wrong all this time! But with D&R's final adoption panel so close now, every little bit of support helps.

They had a meeting last weekend with the kiddies's current foster carer - the respite carer who has had them full time for about 2-3 weeks, that is, since their long-term pre-adoption placement blew up. The meeting itself went well enough, the foster carer seemed lovely, and a bunch of dates were agreed for various steps in the process, but on the downside, she brought along her own social worker, who has absolutely nothing whatsoever to do with the adoption, yet kept interfering - and not in a helpful way. Such as trying to insist that both children absolutely must sleep in the same bedroom as D&R for at least 6 months after they move in, because that's what they are used to in their foster placement...which is an emergency placement that they have only been in for 2-3 weeks, and in which the fact that the carer could only have them in cots in her own bedroom was seen as a negative that nearly led to them being placed elsewhere. So why is this cramped short-term measure being trumpeted as the ideal? Your guess is as good as mine. D&R's own social worker will fight their corner on that point - the children already have beautiful bedrooms of their own all set up and ready for them to move into.

The arrangements for the transition also proved a sticky point. The foster carer has an 11-year-old of her own plus a long-term foster child of about the same age, and kept bleating about how very attached they have become to the children (who, again, have only been with them full time for 2-3 weeks, and it turns out they'd only had them for respite care a couple of times before that, so this isn't exactly a long-term attachment). So the foster carer's social worker is insisting that her own children have to be part of the transition process, which is planned over two weeks - first week D&R spend every day in the foster carer's house, slowly taking over all parenting duties, then the second week the foster carer is supposed to bring the children to them every day, and stay in the background while they parent the children in their own home. This is the sticking point. It turns out that a) the foster carer doesn't drive, so wants D&R to collect her each day (she lives 40 minutes away), and b) she wants to bring her own children to D&R's house every day to be part of the transition. Which is really inappropriate for all kinds of reasons, not least of which is that a couple of pre-teens are not going to have the maturity to step back and allow someone else to do all the parenting of a pair of cute toddlers they are used to playing with and helping with. We suspect that the real reason the foster carer is making such a point of all this is that it will be school holidays and she doesn't have childcare.

And then there's the fact that the foster family live in Huddersfield - the same city the children are being removed from, and where D&R have been told never to take them in case of being recognised by the birth family - heck, those girls could be in school with members of the birth family, for all we know. And...one of the pre-adoption play dates being arranged for D&R with the children is in a soft play centre in Huddersfield...where their older siblings (who've been placed separately with a family member) could well be taken during the school holidays.

I suppose the real issue is that the foster carer has never done an adoption handover before, she only agreed to be part of all this as an emergency measure, and she is finding it all quite weird and hard.

It just all feels like such a minefield, and really highlights how different the rules are for foster care versus adoption. D&R have been given such a strict list of rules to abide by - down to not taking the children on holiday for a particular length of time, so that they will feel secure in their new home, not introducing them to new family members for a particular length of time and then how to go about those introductions, heck, even the initial slow, steady transition to their own care - whereas those same children, while still in the foster care system, even when they are on the verge of being adopted, can be moved to a new placement with a complete stranger at a moment's notice, their foster carer can introduce them to whoever they want, take them on holiday whenever they want, and no one bats an eyelid.

Honestly can't wait to get these kids out of the system and into a loving and stable family.

The final paperwork has been submitted. The intention is to keep their forenames and give them new middle names, as Yorkshire recommends not changing the names of adopted children - this can differ wildly between different local authorities. But if the names need to be changed for security reasons, those prospective new names have also been chosen and submitted. (I actually kind of hope they do end up changing the names, as it is quite an identifiable combination, but if not I daresay we'll learn to live with them!)

Still to come: farewell contact for the children with various members of their birth family, with whom letterbox contact will be maintained; an observation 'bump into' meeting for D&R with the children followed by play dates; pre-adoption medicals for the children; and then the adoption panel on 12 August!

update

Jun. 19th, 2019 02:42 pm
llywela: tree (Tree of Life)
So the other day I posted about my sister's adoption proceedings, and the slight spanner in the works thrown by the children's foster carer, who had a family crisis and couldn't keep them any longer.

The latest update is that a respite carer, who had been having the children every other weekend, has agreed to keep them with her for the last few weeks before the adoption goes through - not an entirely ideal arrangement, but far less disruptive for them than being abruptly transferred to complete strangers mere weeks before being moved again to their forever home!

This means that normal adoptive proceedings can continue through the summer. D&R will be attending a 'life appreciation day', where they get feedback from everyone involved in the children's care up till now - GP, nursery, foster carers, etc. Then a couple of 'bump into' meetings. The adoption panel meets on 12th August, the earliest date available, for the match to be formally approved, and then they have to wait up to ten days for the agency decision maker to ratify the decision. The day after the adm says yes, they start a two week introduction period. If all goes well the children will move in at the end of these two weeks - so, end of August or early September, with any luck!

The little girl E was two in January and the little boy G was one in April (so, 16 months younger than Layla-May, and then 15 months younger again) - can't say their names publicly, or put any pictures of them online, as the birth family they were removed from only live seven miles from D&R and the children have a pretty identifiable name combination, so they need to not be traceable. But it is all getting very real now.

In Other News, this is what days out with my existing niece look like:
llywela: Serenity in flight (Firefly1)
So my older sister and her husband have been going through the adoption process for something like a year or more already, with various hurdles to overcome and setbacks along the way

They received the go-ahead yesterday to move forward with the matching process for a sibling group of a little girl and boy, aged two and one!

Of course, nothing is ever quite as simple as it seems, so at the same time they were given this news, they also learned that although they still have several weeks worth of red tape ahead of them before they can begin the introduction-and-moving-in process, the children’s current foster carer (who has had them since the little boy was born) needs them to be removed from her care within a week, due to a crisis in her own family

But wouldn’t it be terribly unsettling for the children to be placed with a second temporary carer, before being transplanted again within a matter of weeks to their forever home? Why yes. Wouldn’t it be simpler to instead speed up the whole process and allow D&R to take them immediately, as a foster placement, for which they are fully trained, while the adoption process grinds along? Well, you would think so. Will this actually happen? Your guess is as good as mine. There are three separate social workers in the mix, all of whom have different opinions on the best course of action, some of them based on the best interests of the children and others based on the strictest possible interpretation of the rules, regardless of the needs of the children.

But whether this week, next week, or two months from now, it is almost certain that this little girl and boy will become my new niece and nephew! I can’t wait to meet them!
llywela: tree (Tree of Life)
So, I have not had a lot of quality online time just lately, between one thing and another, and this journal has been shamefully neglected for too long. I can't promise that will change, Real Life seems to be going at a hundred miles a minute these days, and a lot of the quality downtime I used to get, once upon a time, is now spent babysitting - which I can't regret, but I do miss having time around the edges to just relax.

Still, I have had that rarest of rare things today: an entire Saturday all to myself. Bliss! I did some craft, for the first time in over a year (made some very pretty bracelets, if I do say so myself). I wrapped nearly all my Christmas presents, excepting only those still awaiting the final elements. And I finished writing my Christmas cards! Just need to get stamps now...

Also, the Scout post arrived this morning, so I'm feeling properly festive now. Not that I wasn't already, after spending Thursday evening at the St Fagans Folk Museum, enjoying their Christmas Nights festivities - the first time they've done the full blown thing in several years, since extensive building work over the last few years has seen the event cut down to a carol service only. But not any more! I mean, they still had the carol service, of course - always rollicking good fun, held at Capel Pen-rhiw, all lit up for the occasion:


But this year, there were loads of other activities too, spread all over the site. There was an old-fashioned fairground and a wreath-making demonstration and storytelling, a beautiful Makers Market where I could have easily spent a small fortune, the old post office was open to take letters to Siôn Corn (Santa), who was himself there on site, magically duplicated to meet children in two different farmhouses simultaneously. Mother Christmas was at another farmhouse making candy, while over at the medieval church St Teilo's there was a plygain service - plygain being a very old Welsh tradition of carolling, very different from the English carol-singing tradition that formed a couple of hundred years later. The plygain singers traditionally met in the middle of the night and sang these very long, very beautiful hymns for several hours before all going off for breakfast together! This was very much a cut-down performance, but beautiful nonetheless!


The highlight of the night, however, was the Mari Lwyd


Mari Lwyd is, at its heart, a mumming performance - or a wassailing tradition, if you prefer. The Mari Lwyd itself is pretty much exactly what it looks like: a skeleton horse head mounted on a stick, with a smaller stick to work the jaw, all wrapped up in a sheet and decorated with streamers. You know, because nothing says Christmas quite like a skeleton horse head on a stick. There is a guy inside the costume, having tremendous fun, and a bunch of other guys dressed up as stock characters, like Punch & Judy, and they would go from house to house basically singing for their supper. The householders would be expected to deny them entry, also through the medium of song, and they would effectively have a sing-off, singing back and fore at each other, until one side or the other gave in. I really wish I’d tried to get a video of the singing, it was fabulous!



The performers also demonstrated a couple of old folk dances, before enacting another old tradition called Hunting the Wren - on the day after Christmas, local boys would go hunting for a wren, and if they found one, would put it in a coffin and carry it from door to door like a funeral cortege, giving a feather each to the householders and dripping a bit of the wren’s blood into the soil outside each house for good luck (no actual wrens were harmed during this performance, which was symbolic only)


Such a gloriously festive night out!

Earlier on Thursday, having a rare day off work without also having Layla-May for the day, I spent the day instead over at Penarth, enjoying winter sunshine and playing with my new camera, which I bought myself with the cash I was given by work as an Outstanding Achievement award, which I've just now realised I never actually mentioned here on this journal! Guys, I was given an outstanding achievement award from work, for my heroic efforts to keep the team afloat over the past year or so, while we were critically short-staffed.

We are now short-staffed again, of course, since Maternity Leave colleague handed in her notice almost as soon as she came back to work, but that's another story. So anyway, I was given this award, which came with a cash bonus - most of which got swallowed up in tax, annoyingly enough, but there was enough left to upgrade my old camera, after eight years of hard service. I've had the new one for exactly two weeks now, and I absolutely love it. My old camera only had a x4 zoom. The new one has a x30 zoom! The difference is amazing. I mean, just looks. This is the regular view standing on Penarth pier looking back around the headland toward Cardiff:


Look how close my new camera can zoom in! Still standing on the pier in Penarth - there's the Barrage, the Pierhead Building with the Millennium Centre beyond, and you can see all the way up to the foothills of the valleys beyond! Amazing. I love it!


And look at this dredger, posing for its close-up in the middle of the Channel - you can even make out Avonmouth across on the Somerset coast behind it


Guys, I really love my new camera.

This post is horribly long now, so I'll leave you with one final image - this is me and Layla-May meeting Santa at the Heath Miniature Railway Christmas Special last Sunday.


Nearly Christmas!
llywela: peacock in front of Cardiff Castle Keep (Castell Caerdydd)
The face of concentration:

"I'm stirring and stirring, I'm a baby cook!"
llywela: (seascape-rainbow)
Happy birthday to my beautiful niece, who is two years old today

It has been a very difficult two years. We were in court yesterday afternoon, hoping to secure her future - at the fourth time of asking. Her mother, my little sister, is very young and autistic with a moderate learning disability, and although she loves her daughter she has not been able to parent her full time, while the baby’s father is a feckless little flake with a possible undiagnosed learning disability, who has proved worse than useless. So my parents are raising the baby, who is bright and articulate and is thriving, but social services kept raising concerns about their age, as both are in their 60s - it was when a social worker stated that the baby was still young enough to be taken away and adopted out that we went out and got a solicitor and applied for a court order that would secure her future within the family

We have a plan. My parents are in good health and are wonderful with the baby, she is thriving under their care. My sister lives at home with them, and as they age and she matures, she will have every chance to begin to step up and take on more responsibility, gradually assuming full time care of her daughter - but if that proves impossible, if she can’t manage it, that’s where I come in. It may well be that my niece will come to me in the end - I am the backup plan. This is a family arrangement that we are all comfortable with, one that will result in the least possible disruption to my niece’s life.

We just needed someone in authority to agree. We’ve been in court four times now this year. The first two times were adjourned because the baby’s father didn’t show up, and the court wanted to give him ‘every chance’ to have his say. The third time, he did show up, but then the court legal advisor was dubious about my parents’ age and wondered if social services should be doing more to provide support, and she swayed the three magistrates, who decided that they couldn’t possibly make a decision, so referred the case to a judge - costing us more time and money and stress.

Finally, yesterday, we got to see a judge. The baby’s father did not turn up. The judge took exactly ten minutes to decide that the arrangements and plans we have in place are entirely sensible, pointed out that no one can predict the future, so the best we can do is put in place a plan for now, which is what we have done, and passed the child arrangement order that we had requested.

Finally! We can now celebrate the baby’s birthday without all this stress hanging over our heads!
llywela: (seascape-rainbow)
It's been ages since I posted here! I have a whole stack of photos from various outings over the summer, and kept meaning to picspam them, but somehow I never quite got around to it - so those will have to keep for a summer retrospective post or two down the line, because instead I am going to skip over those other outings and picspam yesterday, which I spent at the Monkey World primate sanctuary in Dorset with Ian, Mum, Chelsea and Layla-May.

Now, as a family we have followed the story of Monkey World for the best part of two decades now, as the goings on at the park are filmed for the telly - which both raises the profile of their work and also provides a steady revenue stream to keep the park going. But somehow we'd never managed to make the journey down there - at two-and-three-quarter hours, it's a long way to go and back in a day! But with the park celebrating its 30th anniversary, and Layla-May about to turn 2, we decided to bite the bullet and make the journey.

The date of the journey was chosen based on Ian's shift patterns and my annual leave availability, so we were a bit dismayed when the appointed day came and brought with it torrential rain. Still, undeterred, we set off on our travels, and took the rain with us for pretty much the entire almost-three-hour journey - but then, as we got close to the park, a miracle happened: it stopped raining at last! And it stayed dry for most of the day, despite every forecast having predicted steady rain for the entire day - it was gloomy and grey, to be sure, with a bit of drizzle here and there, but unlike Legoland a few weeks earlier, we managed to stay dry all day.

And Layla-May had a wonderful time, splashing in all the puddles in her welly boots!


Picspam continues behind the cut )
llywela: peacock in front of Cardiff Castle Keep (Castell Caerdydd)

Who needs Wonder Woman when you can have Wonder-Layla! Look at that face, that is the face of a baby who knows that she is magnificent. Just turning 21 months, she's as tall as a three-year-old and growing ever more conversational by the day, forming new sentences all the time and taking great delight in learning new words, the bigger the better. 'Tambourine', 'bandicoot', 'octopus', 'xylophone', 'humongous' - say a big word within earshot, and she'll have a stab at saying it. She can count up to ten, as well (except for seven, she always skips seven. And then gives herself a round of applause at ten). She laughs all the time, loves reading books and going for walks and playing with toy cars (and balls, and building blocks, and animals, and just about anything, really), and her favourite cartoons are Bing and Peter Rabbit, which she tends to get very emotionally involved with. She's nervous when Peter Rabbit is chased by the fox or farmer, and upset when Bing Bunny is upset...with empathy like that, this child has a bright fandom future ahead of her! She might even grow some real hair, someday.

On a different note, the fella and I continued our current theme of castles by paying a visit on Saturday to Chepstow Castle in Monmouthshire - a much shorter journey than to Powis the other week!


So, this is Chepstow Castle, which sits atop a cliff at the edge of the River Wye, right on the border between Wales and England. It is the oldest surviving post-Roman stone fortification in Britain, dating to 1067 - having conquered England the previous year, William had to consolidate that victory by guarding his borders, and the Welsh border was a particular problem for him!

Picspam and tour continued behind the cut - click on the images to see them full size )
llywela: (seascape-rainbow)
It has been a very long few days, celebrating the 21st birthday of the Small Sis


I feel old now! Ian and I took her to Alton Towers yesterday. Three and a half hours there and then back again, but it was totally the right day to go, a term-time weekday, overcast and a bit chilly - there were no queues for any of the rides, we just went straight onto everything. Even I did most of the big ones, some of them twice!

Today...there was less fun stuff going on, Mum and Dad and Chelsea had to be at the magistrate's court, because Mum and Dad are applying for a child arrangement order for Layla-May, which will give them joint parental responsibility, which is a really long story that I'm not up to going into right now, but it's been bubbling along for some time now and will continue to do so for a while yet, as the magistrate adjourned the hearing for eight weeks while CAFCASS do a report, and anyway, Ian and I took Layla-May out for the day while all that was going on, and she had an absolutely lovely day with 'Doh' and 'Ina' (last week it was 'Ani' - one day she will get all of Ian's syllables in the right order!). We went to Dyffryn House in the Vale of Glamorgan - it's only 20 minutes or so by car, and the weather was glorious, not a cloud in the sky.

Layla had a lovely afternoon. She spent a lot of time playing with dandelions, learning how they work


She took her turn sitting on the old stone lions, just like everyone else in the family before her


She practiced going up and down steps


And up and down, and up and down, and up and down some more! She also had soooo much fun splashing in the fountain in the Pompeian Garden - she does love water, so very much


And then we spent ages watching bugs and leaves floating about in the newt pond, but she wasn't allowed to stick her hands in that one, and because I told her so many times not to go in the water, she started saying it for me! "No-no, Lay, don't go water!" So cute!

We also took some time for a little rest


We are getting more and more sentences these days. "No, I not sleepy!" is a particular favourite. She also cracks baby jokes - she'll lie down and say, "I go sleep," followed by fake snores, which is hilarious if you are only one! She is almost 20 months old, taller than some two-year-olds, with a rapidly growing vocabulary. She's very happy and well-adjusted, which is all thanks to my parents, really, for providing her with such a stable home and a loving upbringing, while her parents take it in turns to flake out. Chelsea is back onto a relatively even keel at the moment, so now Jamie has vanished into the wind. Maybe one day things will settle down a little - here's hoping, for Layla's sake
llywela: (Cymru-CastellCaerdydd)
Dydd Gŵyl Dewi Hapus i chi gyd!

llywela: (Layla-May)
I have fallen off the radar a bit lately - things have been slightly manic! But over the weekend my little niece celebrated her first birthday, so let us mark the occasion with a birthday post.

To celebrate, we gathered on Saturday at Cefn Mably farm park with a few small cousins, and Layla-May had her very first pony ride, petted animals and played on the swings and slide.


For the birthday itself, on Monday, we went out for a family meal, and Layla ran all over the restaurant making friends with everyone she met.


Then back at home, there was the ceremonial opening of presents, which was both very exciting and very overwhelming for a little one.


A tea party followed, and we learned that Layla-May really, really does not understand this whole 'singing Happy Birthday' thing, that's just weird! But she LOVES chocolate cake.

Happy birthday, Layla-May
llywela: (flower - bluebell)
On Bank Holiday Monday my sister - the older one, who lives near Maidstone - had the bright idea of a family gathering at Westonbirt Arboretum, which is not quite halfway between our homes but near enough. Meeting there has been a tradition for almost 20 years now, ever since Deb moved out and baby Chelsea moved in and we all met up at Westonbirt for Chelsea's first birthday, which is in early May, bluebell season. That first year, when Chel was about to turn one, she insisted on walking the whole way around, because she loved being on her feet, and we took photographs of her sitting in a field of bluebells. It became a birthday tradition - another year, another bluebell photo...although not always at Westonbirt. But this year Deb wanted to meet, to see Chelsea for her birthday and take another photo of her in the bluebells, this time with her own baby on her knee. So despite the dodgy forecast we got in our cars and headed to the Arboretum, and it wasn't so bad at first, a bit chilly, a spot of drizzle, we met and had lunch...and then the heavens opened.

So no bluebell photo this year, not at Westonbirt at any rate. But today Chelsea and I took Layla-May to St Fagans, and two days have made all the difference in the weather, for it was glorious. And we then happened upon a bank of bluebells that we weren't expecting to find there - too good a chance to pass up!

So here is Chelsea Leigh in the bluebells on May 3rd 1997, aged almost 12 months:
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And here is Layla-May in the bluebells on 4th May 2016, aged 7-and-a-half months:

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Mar. 14th, 2016 07:36 pm
llywela: (Cranford-boating)
Took a Mother's Day walk around Cosmeston Lakes near Penarth last week - crisp and clear, it felt properly spring for the first time this year. Plus, pretty!


Poppy and Alfie being cute


Yesterday I had an injured magpie in the garden - I was out pottering around in the sun, the bird was cowering in a corner behind my biggest pot, and I ended up spending most of the afternoon chasing the cats away from it! Mr Huntsman Alfie got bored and wandered off pretty quickly, but Poppy, who has never caught live prey in her life, remained fascinated and kept going back to edge in close and stare at the bird, like she thought if she stared hard enough it might walk into her mouth. I honestly thought I was going to find a sad little corpse out there this morning, but it seems to have recovered and flown off overnight. Either that or something else had it - but there's no evidence of a violent struggle, so I'm going with the happy ending theory!

Layla-May's future is decided: she is going to be a Time Lord! Here she is modelling her best First Doctor expression


Also: more cuteness
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llywela: (Xmas)
...and everyone was ill. That's how it seemed, anyway!

My older sister, Deb, had a lumbar puncture on December 22nd, somehow still thought it would be a good idea to drive all the way from Maidstone to Cardiff on the 23rd, had to spend three days lying flat in a darkened room to recover, and then carried on down to Cornwall to visit her husband's family, so we barely saw her really. And my younger sister, Chelsea, had to go to the doctor late on Christmas Eve - the doctor was actually leaving for the day when we rang, but came back just to see her! Turned out, the cold she'd been battling for a couple of weeks at that point had turned to an ear infection, chest infection and sinusitis, and her 'good' eardrum had already perforated. So she spent most of Christmas Day virtually comatose - and was terribly upset to miss her baby's first Christmas. She's still ill now, over a week later. Lots of other people had colds as well, and then just after Christmas Layla-May also caught the cold, which promptly turned to bronchiolitis, so on New Year's Eve she had to go to the doctor as well!

So much sickness and contagion all around - I've managed to avoid all lurgies so far, keeping my fingers crossed it stays that way!

On the bright side, Layla-May managed to have a lovely first Christmas in spite of it all - she had exciting new toys and lots of cuddles. What more could a three-month-old ask for? She's a very happy, contented baby - even now, while she's ill and coughing up phlegm, she's still trying hard to smile at everyone she sees, bless her. The doctor couldn't get over what a happy little thing she is even though she's ill. And so chatty - heaven help us when she starts to figure out actual words...

This is Little Miss Claus with me on Christmas day, exhausted by the tiring business of opening presents and laughing at everyone:


And a very poorly Layla earlier this week, still laughing her head off at me blowing raspberries at her (best joke in the world)


Also over Christmas, visited the Ice Kingdom at Cardiff's Winter Wonderland - the sculptures were beautiful!

llywela: (sunrise-treeoflife)
Layla-May is growing like a weed!



Three guesses who bought the bib in that last picture. I felt we should begin as we mean to go on!

ETA: one more, because: adorbs.

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