
Pay day today. This can only be a good thing. I'm not sure how I got to feel so broke last month, but I did.
Back in work, and fed up with it already. Not the job itself. Mostly my frustration surrounds my Boss. It is...well, frustrating. Because I like my Boss a lot. We get on really well, and overall she's an excellent man manager - far better than any previous boss I've had. But lately it just feels like she's never here, and important issues are piling up that I just can't pin her down to deal with. We've got urgent reports for funders that are outstanding, budget reports left unsigned and therefore unfinalised, and goodness knows what else. And I know that she has an extremely unwieldy brief that requires her to travel here, there and everywhere - but it drives me mad that even when she says she will be in the office she either doesn't turn up at all, or doesn't come in till the afternoon, stays only a couple of hours, and disappears again with most of the outstanding issues untouched. Which leaves me to take all the flak on her behalf, and I don't know what to tell our funders when they call asking where their reports are!
BAH!
She's in Portugal this week. I saw her exactly once last week, and that was for the staff meeting in Aberystwyth and therefore was not an occasion for sorting things out. In fact, I've only seen her in the office about three/four days in the past month, and things are becoming very strained while she's off swanning around with her rich boyfriend.
And we are already short-staffed enough without her being all giddy and irresponsible about her job. We have exactly 11 members of staff in the whole of Wales, and more than half of them are only part-time. Of those 11, we've currently got one with breast cancer off having treatment, one on maternity leave, one about to have fairly major surgery to remove a growth from her womb, and another leaving at the end of the month and not being replaced because of funding restrictions and it being so close to the end of the project anyway. We can't afford the Boss to be mucking around like this.
And I'm really, really not paid enough to pick up her slack.
Feeling very frustrated and disillusioned with it all.